The After Effects Of A Break-Up

How To Get Over Him

Now, I've not ever been one to be known as a "normal" [or typical] girl, with that said...I am also not opposed to being a normal or a typical girl as many girls I know! I can be very girlie. I can be very tomboyish. I can be very much unlike anyone you've ever known. It all depends on what we're talking about. 

I'm almost never in a relationship so I don't technically have any sound "break-up" tactics such as binge eating sweets and frozen dairy products or going on spending frenzies, buying myself a whole new wardrobe in hopes of creating a brand new me. I have liked a few guys over the past years who sadly I've let break the heart I refuse to admit that I have. When those "relationships" ended I just did my normal ole thing when things didn't go my way and went on endless rants about how much they pissed me off with all of their B.S. 

Unfortunately, this one's different. I don't think I loved him, but I was sure falling in that general direction. So yes, it doesn't sting like lemon juice in a paper cut, but it burns like catching my hand one fire [which I did a couple weeks ago, not that he gave a fuck and asked how I was or anything....]. So, I guess that's what has driven me to something far more elaborate than my normal ranting. And plus, I can't really hate him. He wasn't a jerk. He just politely told me that I wasn't worth the effort. No, he didn't say that exactly. He said, "I just don't have the energy to try to make it work. My heart's not there." But that's how I took it nonetheless. So, I've got a lot of pent up rage towards men to where I can safely say that I'm done dating. However, I'm still mad about it. Enough rage that writing and ranting and vlogging and bitching to my friends cannot seem to fizzle away. So here's my solution:

Yup! I'm going to take up archery! I loved it in HS and it was my favorite part of gym class. I shall bury Bob with my bow....no, I don't mean kill him, but try and kill the stupid feelings I had for him in massacring a target with an arrow. I shall take my revenge on cupid!! Haha! Just kidding. I'm really excited to get started. And yes, there will be blood. ......I mean videos....there will be videos! Stay tuned!